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9月15日 Heylo there everyone!
i owe everyne here an apology..
i havent bin updating like i used to do ... n i really miss it! but i dunno lots has chnaged n yea hehe but....
i hav myspace! :):):) i definately update that more often :)
God bless u all who read i do know God's doing amazing things in ur lives.
 6月30日
Pre-Lecture Testimony: well hello to anyone who reads this! well the motive of my writing (actually copy-pasting from an e-mail) this blog, is cuz today i felt inquisitive about all this... let me clear it up, today i started goin to the gym with a couple of friends n its bin gud! but as we started our spinning class i was just wondering if God was there. You may say ''of course! He's everywhere!'' but look at it this way: · Most ppl there dont know Christ, and work so hard in their bodies and in trying look good, that they leave God aside · The very music they play all around the gym pretty much talks about anything BUT God · the environment is quite absorbing in the sense of being involved in this whole movement of ''loking gooood, to be accepted'' and o well yea thats another subject
there are many other ways to look at it, but just try getting that perspective for a second... so as we were there i just tried concentrating on God. sounds illogical doenst it? thinking about God while you're working out on a gym for a ''not so religious motive'' suposively, but everything that we do we shud do it as if it was for God and not for other ppl! so yes!! this small but strong read really made me think and re-think about being with God at all times, at all places. If im there, Christ is there cuz He's in me, and if Christ is there, Light is there, even if im in the darkest of places Light would be there! woooohoo now on to the principal reason of this blog hehe
Have you ever tried to run away from God?
Don't try it can't be done!
"Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there. If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there Your hand shall lead me, and Your right hand shall hold me." Psalm 139:7-10.
No matter where we go in the will of God, He is there!
Why should we flee from Him?
Why should we try to find height or depth, east or west, darkness or light?
"If I say, 'Surely the darkness shall fall on me,' even the night shall be light about me; indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, but the night shines as the day; the darkness and the light are both alike to You." verses 11,12.
Sometimes we've found ourselves in dark places and have wondered, "Does God know?"
He indeed knows!
If we sin, we go out into the darkness, but God sees us.
And sometimes when we are walking with the Lord, we still find ourselves in darkness. But that darkness is as light to God.
God is everywhere and sees everything!
Rather than flee from Him, we should flee to Him!
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."Ps. 46:1.
Nothing can separate us from the love of God--neither height nor depth, east nor west, darkness nor light.Rom. 8:38.39.
God promises to "never leave you nor forsake you."Heb. 13:5.
The next time you go through dark days, remember that God knows your problems and needs.
Take refuge in Him; He will see you through!
The night shall be light!
6月24日
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I see a river flowing from a throne
The rive is golden and silverlike
The Lamb's face glows and gives light to it all
His feet, like bronze, give warmth to the air
I see people, people standing before the throne
Before that throne of glory
Before that throne of victory
Worshiping and praising
I find myself with those peple
All dressed in white, their faces lightenes by His
Suddenly they all cast their crowns
One by one goes up tot he throne and places their crown at His feet
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4月29日 Wow!! Just read that quote again... read it? lol
It all adds up to one simple thought: we don't belong in this world. We belong with Jesus in Heaven, cuz that's where our Home is.
''14I have given and delivered to them Your word (message) and the world has hated them, because they are not of the world [do not belong to the world], just as I am not of the world.
15I do not ask that You will take them out of the world, but that You will keep and protect them from the evil one.
16They are not of the world (worldly, belonging to the world), [just] as I am not of the world.''
John 17:14-16 (Amplified Bible Version)
yaaay so for those who seek things from Above that dont fit to this world, we're sure that Home isn't here... this is just a stopping-place before heading to the real thing! God is amazing!!
4月21日
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I Seriously Don't Understand
God, in this confusion, unbreakable im tryin to stand
It makes no sense anymore
Dad, who am i living for?
I've been torn, ive been hit so bad
I cant feel the pain anymore
My life, friends, family are coming apart
And what's worse, things wont go back to the start
Nothing i do is satisfiable, nothing at all
Nothing i say is reliable, nothing for all
Im broken but You've taken me through many times
Your strong when Im weak, Your patient when i fail
Like a crippled rose, who's lost its liveliness
Like a crumbling petal, who's trying to hold on
Like a dying rose, seeking for true life
Nothing could ever give me life again
No one but You could breathe uniqueness
Creator of what's visible and what's not
You've promised to see me through
Like a dying rose, falling apart in my hand
Are the things i used to call my own
Like a dying rose, trying to survive
Are the things that i want to still have
Like a dying rose I need Your help, Dad make me new.
| 3月8日
Have You ever wondered how many ppl in earth may be doing the same things that you are? Or probably have you ever asked yourself how many people are going through the same things, that exact moment? I've thought of this tons of times! Maybe I'm the weirdo here haha but it really intrigues me how many ppl may be doing the same things as i am.
Some time ago i found one of God's promises that made me feel completely sure that He'd strengthen me Himself.
''Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.'' 1 Peter 5:9,10
Whenever we find ourselves having a hard time with any kind of temptation we have to remember that lots of brothers and sisters in Christ go through the same things too! Whenever we might be going through a hard time our motivation becomes the promise that God makes to us, which is restoration, strength, and steadfastness!! God is awesome! :):) 3月4日
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2月17日
| Taken from Nathan's site at http://spaces.msn.com/nacchrist/ |
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ok for everyone reading this.. i took the QUESTIONAIRE from his site... the answers are mine indeed :) |
I am: God's princess
I am not: lost
I love: My family, my friends, God above all
I hate: Indifference, selfishness, people who shut their eyes and cover their ears to avoid hearing and seeing God, ppl who know they need Him but rather choose to live their lives on as if nothing happened.
I fear: That people I know and love may perish in hell, i fear that i may not give a good testimony of Christ to others, i fear that someone may trip because of my attitutes or actions, i feel falling short when God comes and takes His PURE AND PERFECT church, i fear being left behind
I hear: the small voice of the Spirit inside me
I crave: salvation for my friends and family. I crave to be in God's arms one day, where He Hiimself will wipe off all my tears, I crave to feel God's heartbeats next to mine.
I Cry: when i see no answers, i cry when i feel alone spiritually, i cry when i sin.
I care: for other's feelings
I feel alone: i am never alone, but sometimes i get lonely
I drive: myself insane.
I sing: when i have lots on my head, when im inspired, when im in peace
I dance: when im cheerful, i just move my hands haha well few ppl know my ''dance'' lol but i just move around wen im happy
I write: all the time
I play: Guitar
I miss: talking to people like i did before, ye Chaz is one of em. and friends. i miss the clarity and transparence that most of my friendships used to have some time ago.
I search: for God
I learn: when i mess up
I feel: an interior urge to help others meet Christ. I feel i cant do anything sometimes.
I know: that i know nothing, my wisdom is nothing infront of God, i need to become ignorant to then truly understand what wisdom is. (read that in romans i think...)
I need: someone to pray with too
I succeed: when i can be one with the Spirit
I dream: for friendships that will last, i dream to meet people i dont know yet, i dream gettin married to that ''special one'', i dream i can be new each day.
I wonder: why people get angry at others without even telling them. i wonder why people are so cold against Christ, i wonder how they can ever refuse to LIFE.
I want: to be filled with the Holy Spirit of God
I have: love
I give: lotsa hugs hehe
I fall: in love. i fall when my eyes start focusing in other things, i fall when i think about mysel all the time, i fall when im sensitive to many things and i dont have the spiritual discernment i need.
I fight: against my own will, i fight against wat i ''think'' is rite i fight against wat i ''think'' is fair.
I say: Smile cuz we have hope for tomorrow and faith enough to live in holiness in these times. | | 2月12日
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James 1:2 "The testing of your faith develops perseverance.
"Mountaintop experiences are good to keep us encouraged.
In fact, they are the spiritual goals toward which we all aim.
Be we cannot stay there all the time. It is as unrealistic to think
we can stay on a spiritual high, as it is to be down and out or
in a bad mood all the time.
It is in the difficulties, disappointments and oppositions where
we grow, if we accept them as challenges to be overcome.
It is in the valleys of life, where, when fertilized with difficulties,
we stretch, are renewed and grow.
The trees that are on the windward side of the
mountain have the strongest roots.
Kits rise against the wind, not with it. In my hometown
there is a live oak tree 325 years old. When it was a young
sapling, Indians lived here. It survived the coming of the white man and a
century later, the Civil War. It is still surviving today as we enter the War of Terrorism.
It has developed a strong root system. This is what makes us strong too. The winds of adversity that blow against us can either motivate us to stand firm or overcome; or we
can allow them to pull us down and destroy our roots. James tells us, "Consider it pure joy, my brother, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance which must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking in anything. (James 1: 2-4)
Prayer: Father, May we develop a strong root system based on your word that we may be able to withstand life's adversities when they come. Amen | 2月11日
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But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
| 1月18日 Sometimes I miss things i never had
Sometimes I wish for things that i already have
Sometimes I hope to remember all the good times
Sometimes I miss opening myself up like when i was small
Sometimes I wish i could just hug someone who's never there
Sometimes I hope i can perservere until the end of times
Sometimes I miss feeling that warm smile
Sometimes I wish i could just hid behind my big Daddy in Heaven
Soemtimes I hope ill be able to stay awake while I pray at night the next day
Sometimes I miss things that never will come back
Sometimes I wish to for once get over with this and be with God forever
Sometimes I hope tomorrow won't be that bad
Sometimes I miss feeling careless, like a small child
Sometimes I wish i could see things like a small child
Sometimes I hope that my heart will change, into that of a small child
I'm tired of feeling the tears stuck in my throat
I'm tired of staying at the end of the line
I'm tired of failing God over and over again
I'm tired of not being constant in what i do
I'm tired of not placing God in the first place, even though i say i try..
I'm tried of my own insatisfaction towards people who can give more
I'm tired of expecting and never receiving (from people)
I'm tired of wishing for something I'm not sure I want
I'm tired of walking with my head down
I'm tired of feeling guilty for things I've never done,
I'm tired of feeling unworthy
I'm tired of feeling that i dont deserve what I want from God
I'm tired of my own self-consciousness
I'm tired of my own hypocrisy
I'm tired of drowing in a sea of corruption and unrighteousness
I long for peace
I long for God's arms, eternally embracing, forever healing
I long for stillness, for the silence of an unbroken heart
I long for purity
I long for a just spirit, i long to become one with God
I long to see God's face
I long to feel the scars in His hands
I long to cry in His arms like a small baby
I long hearing His voice
I long to have a pure heart
I long to have a straight spirit
I long for things from above
I long for grace
I long for those loving eyes that shine like fire
I long for that face, that glows brighter than the sun
1月7日
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200. My name is: yaaani
199. I was born on: a fine sunny (not sure) day in January bak in the 90’s
198. I am a: God’s baby girl! (wait question 197 is gone….)
196. My eye color is: light brown
195. My shoe size is: 38 and a half
194. My ring size is: hmm I think it’s a 3 … dunno (q’ # 193 is gone too)
192. My height is: 5'5.1
191. I am allergic to: noisy-annoyable-itchy-bad-smelling boys. hehe
190. I live in: my house thank you.. lol
189. The last three books: Bible, how to live when things go wrong, and…. The first book of the chronicles of narnia
188. My bed is: a soft cushy queen size haha
187. One thing I know for sure about the preferred sex: I don’t get the question.
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: cuz God wanted it that way! Wudnt change that lol (q’ # 85 gone..)
184. My best friend is: I’d love saying Jesus, but I don’t always trust in Him like I shud n I no I need to but im on my way! J (wooaah there r 2 q’s missing)
181. Three things I can never resist are: 1 - my computer glaring at me in the morning screaming ‘turn on the pc… turn on the pc… u will like…. *evil voice* haha. 2 – my niece!!! 3 – a hug from that very special person hehehe (if you ever read this… YEAAA ITS YOU!!!) ….. (q’ 180 gone..)
179. My favorite pajamas are: whatever I can find that looks like a pj.. or else my silky dark blue pj’s!!
178. A perfect kiss is: a truly felt one with the luv of ur life!
177. The last three albums I bought are: oooo do dvd’s count? Then that’s alex campos in concert, then it would have to be the 2 hillsong cd’s I bought.. blessed and forever instrumental worship. :) other than that I burn my own cd’s, 100% guarantee that every track that I find there is one of my preference
176. Last song that made me cry was: OOO to find that answer u have to read the previous entry ;) (3 next q’s gone tooooo)
172. My most treasured possession is: well.. nothing really is mine! Not even my life and everything that makes it but it would be my relationship with Christ. (q’ 171 gone)
170. What did you do last night: lemme remember… went to rehearsal which was absolutely awesome, came back home and found out some nasty stuff, stayed on the computer, prayed and went to bed. Oh and before that I worked on my previous entry… translatin (3 q’s gone…)
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): gets beautifully well tanned, 3 hours later my skin and tan peel off L
- I Do/ Do Not Believe in- (woah there r lots of questions lost there)
143. Santa: nah I grew out of it!
142. Love at first sight?: oh yes im sure God has wonderful ways of makin life couples meet :D
141. Luck? Nah.
140. Fate?: God’s
139. God?: Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
138. Aliens?: No
137. Heaven?: Of course
136. Hell?: yeah huh
135. Ghosts?: well… ghosts as in ‘good ghosts of past family members, or ghosts with ‘‘unresolved issues’’ kind of ghosts’ no.. but yes spiritual ones.
134. Horoscopes? No! wats the point of a horoscope there’s nothing special in it and ill tell u y… if ur future is ‘predicted’ then its so easy to know wat will happen, u mite make things happen by ur own means and put it as ‘the horoscope’ but hey if ud know ur future ud make it happen don’t u think? Its useless and self-contradicting
135. soulmates? Wow kim I liked that answer of urs, I never thought of it that way I used to think it was ur couple or sumtin but hey that’s given me a whole new definition.
-Which is Better?: -
129. Hugs or Kisses: HUUUUUUUUUUUGS! For all tha homies who no me u no wat im talking bout! Yeaaa hehe but wen I hav a hubby ill surely incline to the kisses J (IF U R STILL READING THIS.. YEA U.. WELL… EHEM.. HEHE)
128. Drunk or High: id rather go with healthy-dizzy-teenager-hyper thank you
127. Phone or Online: onlaaaeeene.. (online)
126. guys/girls with/without hats: I like hats, but too much of em brin hair loss! lol
125. Dark or Light hair: dark.. not too dark but natural
120. Night or Day: daaay I am a child of light!
119. Oranges or Apples: aaapwel
118. Curly or Straight hair: straight, but yea curly aint that bad eitha
- Here's What I Think About. . . -
116. Abortion?: 
God made life n no one has the rite to take it away from anyone.
115. Backstabbers?: they shud watch their own bak! lol
110. School?: argh.. hehe
- Last time I. . .
104. Took a Shower: yesterday! i woke up a few hours ago haha
103. Kissed someone: my mum!
102. Hugged someone: mmm my piano teacher
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: yeee!!!!!
100. Wrote in a diary? years ago
99. Grew: i guess lol...
90. The ditziest person I know: there r lots of ppl i cud think of... ill get that one later lol
89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: hmmm some peeps from church
87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: at nothing really
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was? wow i can say that was a long time ago. i hav no clue i cant remember
82. The thing I don't understand is: y ppl become so dumb wen they have a crush on sumone
81. The dumbest thing I've ever said: ooh no i wont publish it lol
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: well it is answered with actions not with words.. but its INDIFERENCE i hate that.
79. The one thing I love about the preferred sex is: i just dont get these kind of questions
78. This week I am: getting preprared for camp!
77. This winter vacation I am: going to rest a lot
76. This summer vacation I am: well its already ending tho lol
This Spring Break I am: mmm i have no spring break!
75. Something I really miss when I leave home is: my niece
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most about school: graduating haha
73. Tomorrow: is sunday
72. Today: u can make the math for urself
71. Next Summer: will be just like this one hehe
70. Next Week: will rock!!!
67. People call me: hm.. a total of 15 or 16 nicknames in all.
64. The person I have been friends with the longest is: ma moooom
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Christ! He even no's the stuff i dont know about myself.. hehe
61. The person who can read me the best is: God, aah He knows wat every sigh is hehe
60. The most difficult thing to do is?: mm thats a hard one... id have to agree with Kim but i think the most difficult thing would be waking up one day and finding that God has taken His Spirit from u, that Hiis presence isnt with u anymore.. oooo that's painful, it would b like being living in death.
59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket: dont drive... yet.
58. I have the following siblings: Tati, Oli
57. My favorite people are: family and friends.. ppl who understaand me
56. My zodiac sign is: dunno
55. The first person I thought/am in love with was/is: hmm this .. dude.
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: my niece haha i think everyone else hides stuff from me. o well.
52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is: hard one...
51. Right now I am talking to: no one.. myself lol
48. I have a job at: school. hehe
47. I have these pets: none
46. I wish I was: honest and true
45. The worst sound in the world: oo i agree, a child in pain, aaww thats just sad
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: mmm i really dont know
43. The best shoulder to cry on: undoubtfully Christ's.
41. I almost died when: well ive never been near that but i guess ive been close
34. My favorite state?: mm in usa id have to say florida ive only been there
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: my argentina t-shrit with my name printed in the baaack
32. My favorite sport to play is: soccer and volley take it
30. The last time I cried was: yesterday or before that i think
29. What I'm wearing right now: jeans, tshirt and nice and warm coat hehe
28. The school I go to is: capilla d cbba
27. The last person I got pissed off at was: my dad
26. My worst drinking experience was: dont drink, never did and hope i never will
24. The last movie I watched was: eeew cinderella man everyone's talkin of that movie haha gives me the goosebumps haha well the last movie i was watching a while ago was about these crews and breakdance competitions, dunno the name
22. The all-time best movie: oo there r lots
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: living daily in God's presence
19. The most annoying thing ever is: indiference
17. I lose all respect for: ppl who dont respect God
16. The movies I have cried at are: Passion of the Christ, Life is beautiful (mn thats the all time movie that makes me cry every time i watch it lol), Polly (if thats how u spell it), Shiloh 1, mmmm nutin much after that
(wheres 15-12?) weird (i agree)
11. The worst pain I ever experienced was: well u can just say it was every time ive bin in the hospital for various different reasons
(wheres 10?) strange
9. My room is full of: colors
8. My favorite celebrity is: mmm dunno
7. My favorite cliche is?: mmm dunno eitha
6. My downfall is? oooo i hav lots
5. My weakness is? stayin in bed (im afraid ill have to erase the next one myself cuz its... unappropriate )
3. I want this to end because?: cuz im sleepy, and i need a shower
2. I filled out 200 questions because? i've bin thru longer ones, and cuz i thought it would take less time, AND beacause i no that no one will comment on this cuz most ppl dont like readin long stuff!! yea i dare u to comment lol
1. Was it fun?: nah. and yes there r tons of questions gone.and im jsut great at wastin my time haha
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1月6日
heya everyone! This is one of my favorite songs, i did a translation below it, sry if it makes no sense, but that song just brings tears to my eyes every time i listen to it. God bless!
Mi pueblo escúchame lo que voy a decirte
Solo será un minuto si tienes que irte
No quiero digas nada simplemente escucha
Perdona que algún momento te interrumpa.
Hoy hace dos mil años fui crucificado
Mi cuerpo escupido y ensangrentado
Lleve todas tus culpas sobre mi costado
Para darte la vida eterna como un regalo.
Y surgen preguntas por que no me escuchas
Por que no me miras, por que no me abrazas
La hipocresía a cegado tu mente
Y dices que me amas
Te haz hecho muy fuerte en tus razonamientos
Haz cambiado mi gloria por tus sentimientos
A veces por las noches vengo y te despierto
Pero ya no te importa hablarme un momento
Te pasas todo el tiempo hablando cosas vanas
Si en la televisión las modas solo afanan
Haz perdido la santidad que en ti brillaba
Sabes mas de novelas que de mi palabra.
Mi anhelo es usarte que muestres mi gloria
Llenarte de unción y que rebose tu copa
Que cambies al mundo cada vez que hables
Pues el tiempo se agota... se agota.
Recuerdas cuando no estabas en mis brazos
Llorabas como un niño hambriento y descalzo
En cámara lenta tu y yo nos juntamos
Las lagrimas caían bailando en un charco.
Te di una nueva vida te abrí dos puertas
Llame a tu corazón borrando en la tristeza
Hoy dices que ya tienes y haces tus maletas
Te vas al mundo no importa que suceda
No puedes negar siempre estuve contigo
Ojalá que si vuelves yo no me haya ido
Entonces será demasiado tarde y no podrás encontrarme
Tus mejillas se gastaran de llorar por mi
Cuando recuerdes los momentos junto a ti
Regresa a mi... a mi
My people listen to what I’m going to tell you
It will only take a minute if you have to go
Don’t say anything just simply listen
Sorry if it interrupts you in any moment.
Today 2000 years ago I’ve been crucified
My body was bleeding and my body spit at
I carried with all your faults
To give you the gift of eternal life
Now arise questions, you ask why don’t I listen
Why don’t I look at you, why don’t I hug you?
The hypocrisy has blinded your mind
And you say you love me
You’ve grown strong in your own reasoning
You’ve changed my glory for your own feelings
Sometimes at night I come and wake you up
But it doesn’t matter speaking to me, even for a moment
You spend all your time speaking vain things
If in TV the fashion only brings you toil
You’ve lost the holiness that once glowed inside you
You know more about soap-novels than of my Word
My yearn is to use you to show my glory
Fill you with unction to make your cups to replenish
For you to change the world every time you speak
But the time runs out... it’s running out
Recall when you weren’t in my arms yet
You wept like a barefoot and hungry child
In slow cam you and I found each other
The tears fell down dancing in a puddle
I gave you new life and with that opened two doors
I called your heart that was erased in all the sadness
Now you say you already have and you pack your bags
You jump into the world, not caring for what may happen
You can’t deny it; I was always with you
I only hope that if you come back I’m not already gone
Then it’ll be too late, and you won’t be able to find me
Your cheeks will wear out of so much crying for me
When you remember all the moments by your side
Come back to me…. to me
Cursor from MyCuteSpace.com. 12月23日
It's so strange and weird to see that I'm in control of fewer things each day,
This world's sick and dead system has got me all wound up.
I guess this is my official protest against this world's dullness.
Is it the fact that I don't really belong here,
Instead, with my Father up in heaven.
Or probably is it the fact that I just have had enough of it already.
Sometimes I feel afraid of letting go of all that's ''mine''
But not even this life is of my own, nothing I have is truly copyrighted by me.
And I'm glad it's that way, I'm glad theres only One Creator, and One Saviour.
I wish I could define what I refer to when I say ''mine'',
Could it be my feelings, my opinions, my will, my perspectives,
Or just simply my own selfishness and unwothyness.
I'm so stubborn, You're so patient.
I'm so unloyal, You're always faithful.
When I give up is when You start
When I break down, You bring me back up, if I let You.
Oh, those 4 words, they are so vitally essential. . .
If I don't let You, You can't do anything.
A friend once said, ''What about Jesus, being the Master of masters,
Boss of bosses, He never goes somewhere uninvited,
He never goes in, without first knocking and having the door open.''
12月19日
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Some see a teacher
Standing on a hill
Speaking words of wisdom
Some see a healer
Reaching out his hand
To give sight to a blind man
Some see a dreamer
Wasting his life
On what can never be
Some see a fool
Dying for his dreams
But I see love (I see love)
I see love (I see love)
Light of heaven breaking through
Well I see grace (I see grace)
I see God's face (I See Gods face)
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
I see love
Some see a prisoner
Alone before his judge
With no one to defend him
Some see a victim
Beaten and abused
With all the world against him
Some see a martyr
Carrying his cross
For what he believes
Some see a hero
Who set his people free
But I see love (I see love)
I see love (I see love)
Light of heaven breaking through
Well I see grace (I see grace)
I see God's face (I See Gods face)
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
With your last breath
I see love
Through your death
I see love
I see peace in the eyes of the king
I see hope in your suffering (I see love)
I see a calm in the center of the storm
I see a Saviour
I see love
I see love
Light of heaven breaking through (heaven breaking through)
I see grace
I see God's face
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
I see love
When I see you
I see heaven breaking through
See Gods face
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
I see love
I see love
When I see you |
12月10日
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I didn't write this, but I agree with the person who did, I added some things I found important to put in.
’’I’m not personally suicidal but some people I know committed it and I personally think that if they had read or thought about these things, it might not have happened… Okay, I found this from another msn space and I thought it was really important to put it here. I know people who feel this way and are choosing to suicide, it is not your way out, it is not the answer. Don’t just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing.
You’ve decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine – but before you do it, consider these facts:
- It goes against God’s will for your life.
- Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way? As the 25 yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he’s brain damaged and will always need of constant care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But worst of all, he knows he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 yr old with extensive liver damage? You turn yellow. It’s a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24 yr old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his ‘’foolproof’’ suicide. You might too. But… who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job – but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you’ve drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded ‘’loving’’ suicide note is of no help. The people you’ve lived with all your life love you. No matter how hard you try convincing yourself that no one does care for you anymore, they have lived their lives with you, they’ve seen you grow up, and they’ve seen you become the person you are now. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They’ll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. But most important of all God is there with you. The main motive for a person to commit suicide is because he or she finds no one around to embrace them in a hug and tell them its ok, tell them that all the problems will be solved but with effort, tell them that all the bills to pay and debts aren’t more precious than their lives, that they won’t die because they broke-up with their girlfriend or boyfriend, that they can get a new job, that there are people out there who care, that someone out there loves them just how they are who is God, that Christ hasn’t left them alone, but is quietly waiting for them to seek Him, free-willingly.
Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there’s hope, but the only who will never tell you there is no hope left is Jesus. You can be absolutely sure that if you call out to Him, He’ll gladly and joyfully come into your life.
You say you don’t want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Just let me tell you God is there. God is in the midst of pain and loss and trouble. He’s right there with you. You might not see Him but if you hand it in to Him, You’ll feel that embrace. Trust me there is nothing like a loving Father’s embrace, especially God’s. He’s an expert in giving out hugs, in reassuring you when you feel like you can’t bare it anymore, and to just simply be there with you.
If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you’re seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn’t the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They’re messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other, and wounds grow and root inside of their hearts. Don’t say you don’t care about them anymore, deep inside you, you know its not the way out, you know they love you and need you. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but definitely not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please seek help. I hope you have realized that suicide’s not the way out. There are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it’s easier to just die. But think of what you’re giving up. You’re leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you’re not even old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, but most important have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ who can save you, not only in this life but eternally. Killing yourself isn’t going to help. That’s just running away from your problems it’s not solving anything, it’s not making it any better. I know I can’t convince you to not commit suicide, but Christ can fill that hole inside of you that nothing can fill. Just please think about everything a little before you do anything. There’s always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better and it will be okay. So whenever you are going to pick up that knife or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, all the good times, and the plan God had for your life! He had you in His mind before you were born, He wants to give your life a meaning, He wants to give it a purpose. I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at least once in their life, but there are ways out. You think there is no other way, just read this over. Remember: God gave you life to live it joyfully with Him by your side, not to be depressed. I know depression isn’t an easy thing to get over, but it is possible. ♥ Please read this all it may change your life forever ♥ please put this on your site so others can read it too! What about growing up, having kids, a husband or wife? Being a grandparent, honestly to die is not the answer! God loves you.
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Some people run and try hiding away from Your Presence,
Others seek desperately for it.
Many now plead for your hand to cover them,
Many others beg your Spirit hasn’t left them alone.
Lord you know all the things I do, say, think.
Where else could I go?
Who else could ever receive me with open arms?
You’re everywhere, Your hand You place to guide me
Jesus You’d never let me go.
I am convinced that You made me
You’ve got it all planned out since eternity.
Keep me away from those who don’t love You,
Don’t let me be with them.
Don’t let me stand heir indifference.
From those who stand against you,
Those who hate and defy you, keep me well away.
If You’d test my heart right now,
It would probably not be fit for You,
But I know you forgive.
If I’m running astray through the bad way,
Reconstruct my path; guide me in Your ways once again.
12月6日 
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(Written by a young African pastor and tacked on the wall of his house.) I'm part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have Holy Spirit power. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I'm a disciple of His. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.
My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure. I'm finished with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap living, and dwarfed goals.
I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.
My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way rough, my companions few, my guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.
I won't give up, shut up, let up, until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, preached up for the cause of Christ. I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. And when He comes for His own, He will have no problems recognizing me - my banner will be clear!
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11月26日
Your Brain's Pattern
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♦ Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
♦ You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
♦ You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
♦ And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.
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11月25日
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a comment about it.. ill leave
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